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Machines and Tour Buses

I can see me in the future, Through some machine, Pretty visuals; crisp clear graphics, Of a tired, screwed up old hag. Bitter towards life and 'her lot', Jealous towards others and their fortune, Hating life and all that's in it. Stuck living in a loop of the past, That plays through the mind, Like an old projector whirring and clicking. Every image a reminder, Of what could have been done, Of what should have been done, Of what cannot be changed, Only regretted.
Opportunities opened up, Like floodgates and crossroads, On a tour bus;

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Biography - Luci-FerI like my house to be run properly, I like my english thorough bred, No accents slang or dialects please. I like my health care private, And my parenting strict.
I used to be a great man.
I used to beat, and sexually abuse, My daughter but now I pay her money, Not to think about that.
I like my politics to be conservative, I like my class structure preserved, No one slipping through the cracks. I like my education expensive, And my wife obedient.
I used to save money.
I used to beat, and sexually abuse, My daughte Biography - Luci-Fer
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The Time He KnewIt's his head. It's all in his head.
As he bent down to pick the fork from the floor, he smelled himself. He smelled... odd. A quick check under the arms reassured him it wasn't coming from there. Shaking his head he started to stir his snack with the fork, watching with the rapt attention most reserve for computers or television as the noodles slowly shifted themselves around, in a circular motion. When he decided the time was right, the stirring ceased and he dived into his food like a mad thing - even licking the dregs of noodle juice. Snack forgotten, he threw the empty, and now meaningless, container at the The Time He Knew
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Opal Wings
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-Farewell-Reality feels different here, Something special, Something pure. My private filter, For 'real-life', A concept associated with, Shit and piss.
Reality feels different here, No intrusions, No tears. My secluded hope, Of 'peace', A concept associated with, Naiveté.
Reality feels different here, Feeling otherworldly, Feeling a part of me. My runaway hideaway, It's 'home', A concept associated with, My childhood.
And I don't want to leave. -Farewell-
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My feet move on the snowy sidewalk, each one so heavy that making the next step seems impossible every time. Breathing takes effort, as the weight of thoughts and emotions sits on my shoulders like a pair of murderous angel’s clawed feet. How can my chest expand to take in air? How can my feet lift from the ground in any direction, when no destination convinces my soul it is better than the last?
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Favourite movie: Too many...Fantasy/Sci Fi
Favourite band or musician: Counting Crows/NIN/Smashing Pumpkins etc
Favourite genre of music: grunge
Favourite artist: asunder
Favourite poet or writer: adrielle
Favourite style of art: dark and thought provoking
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Favourite game: daggerfall, FF7, morrowind, FFX.
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Cartoon Scorpius (Revenging Angels, FS)

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~dacare Feb 19, 2005, 8:58:23 PM

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~elphabastevens Apr 23, 2004, 5:43:45 AM

Assignment From the Oracle

Make a living will. Don't leave it to your closest and dearest to clean up the biggest mess you could ever make.

Make arrangements for your pets in case of emergency, and write them down. Check to make sure their potential caretaker shares your devotion to keeping them out of the pound under any circumstances--and the means.

Try to go through one day without saying anything that qualifies as "filler". Afterwards, ask yourself how much "fillerspeak" you use, and ask yourself how you feel about what that says about you.

Destroy your emotional garbage. Collect it, examine it, and get rid of it-- WITHOUT PUTTING YOUR TRASH ON SOMEONE ELSE'S LAWN

Master solitude. After all, it's not a guarantee that you'll die first.

Accept the possibility of the presence of that which you can't see. Separate that concept from religion, and truly accept the possibility that your reality isn't necessarily everyone else's--and that the reverse is true. The person in the car next to you may have a complete different reality, which almost certainly will affect his or her actions.

In one day, be YOUR OWN Yoda, be SOMEONE ELSE's Yoda, and LET SOMEONE ELSE be your Yoda for a second. Let your role be flexible in the world.

Ponder how you'd feel if someone threw their litter on the floor in front of your church's altar. Then, do a little research to see how many spiritual paths consider the earth as their altar. Then, put a garbage bag in your car. Carry your trash with you to a garbage can.

Perfect your handshake. A limp, affected handshake makes more people queasy than you can imagine. An overly aggressive bone-crusher leads people to make compensation jokes behind your back.

Don't ever copy someone else. If you imitate, in art or life, put your own stamp on it and give credit where credit is due. As a Basho said, "Don't seek to follow in the footsteps of others; seek what they sought."

Censor your own self. That's one of the perks of being an adult -- and one of the most profound responsibilities. "I'm sorry" is merely more talk; it doesn't ever erase anything.

Make faces at yourself in the mirror. Tell yourself you would most certainly want to date yourself. If you wouldn't, don't expect anyone else to.

Don't drink more than you can think, unless you really consider those around you to be as smart as you are, and as good at making decisions as you are.

Take a gun safety course. Just in case you need to know how to at least put the safety on one.

Get a drivers' licence, you! Even if you don't need to in your current life, an emergency could come where someone needs to drive, and you're the only one standing. If you can't drive a stick-shift, learn. Wouldn't you hate to be the only possible driver in an emergency, and have to say in a whimper, "I can't, um, drive a, um, stickshift?"

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~aixerona Apr 18, 2004, 2:59:54 PM

16 weeks you've been away :/
well, i've been away for more, but :/

~lugerman Sep 29, 2003, 1:49:29 AM

15weeks! hmm!
will lucifer ever return! is batman for real!
will luger find his pants!
find out soon in the next episode of, crapcheese!

~groovus Jul 25, 2003, 1:07:41 PM

I don't make a habit out of pimping but you gotsta take a look here Are you hungry by ~citizenerased

For if you need inspiration or a shot of SOC I'm sure you'll enjoy it.

Another one and a half month, which reality you're in??? Heart

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~spinning-plates Jun 14, 2003, 8:34:16 PM

Have fun seeing the Counting Crows. They are a great band.

~spinning-plates Jun 14, 2003, 7:22:32 PM

Massive amounts of yayness at your return.

Thank you muchly. I haven't been playing many games lately. I'm looking forward to the releases of Unlimited Saga and Arc the Lad 4, though, and I'll probably buy the pc version of FFXI so I don't have to buy the ps2 modem and keyboard and crap for it.